Oops I did it again...

I'm one of those people that dives into a project headfirst. I find a cute item on Pinterest that I want to make. I do all the research on techniques and methods. I go out and buy all the supplies. I give it a good first attempt, maybe even a second. Then it just sits there in a box or a pile and takes up space until I either get a second wind and decide to try it again, or my husband gets tired of it being in the way and decides to repurpose or dispose of it.

Except for the skein of yarn from my failed crochet attempt that is currently sitting in my nightstand. That one will probably sit there for quite a while because I am determined to eventually figure out the magic circle. YouTube and Pinterest can only help me so much.

I absolutely did that with this blog. I tried to get it all set, and it's probably not done well. I wrote a couple posts. Then life got crazy and I got tired of trying to find the time to make sense of the chaos in my head enough to string it together in coherent sentences. I have spent hours in the shower or in the car driving back and forth to town, writing and rewriting posts in my head but failed to take the time to get it all out in any actual form of words.

My therapist recently told me that for my recovery I should write my story, similar to how an addict tells their story in rehab. Not because I am an addict, but because alcoholism is indeed a family disease. So I will be making another attempt at this particular project, from a slightly different perspective than before. Maybe I should rename it the Anxious Farm Mom in Recovery?